perasaan sedih & serba salah bercampur baur
betul ke result aku seteruk ni
remind balik, mmg condition aku at worst sebulan b4 final
demam campak buat kedaan jd x menentu
2 minggu kat rumah mmg x bole bwat ape
study?harapan jela dgn kepale yg pening + polka dot chicken pox
hurmm...balik kolej lpas da sehat
da byk chapter da tetinggal
papepon, aku try the best cover yg tetinggal
& mase final,,, aku x pna rase macam ni dlm mane2 exam pna aku duduk
rase x ready, dgn ilmu yg x cukop di dada
& finally the result was so heartbreaking
kami pelajar2 tajaan MARA kat GMi ni x pna diberitahu
kalaw x lpas A level ni, ke mane halatuju kami
mulenye dtglah sekumpulan Admin UMP yg memberi harapan
2 jenis kos ; twinning & local
they said that point aku ni cukop baek utk apply local course kat UMP tu
at last,, very lately, the Dean said the other way
my point was just not enough, bcoz the min point is at least as twinning stud's point
mmg WTF
keling btol, cakap lain buat lain
da la UPU x dpt,,rayuan pon x sure macamane
but i still got hopes
sedare kat uitm nk tolong aku kt ctu
kwn ayah pon nk tlg masokkn ke utem
shima pon support aku, kne jumpe org besar2 tros
sumenye aku da buat
tinggal berdoa je byk
ape pulak perasaan aku tgk kwn2 berjaye?
rase malu da konpem ade
nk tegur2 punye la segan
tp apekan daye
idop mesti ditroskan
rezeki di tgn Tuhan
moga2 ade hikmah di sebalik sume ni
wassalaam...
